Its been forever.

Since I’ve been on tumblr -.-

5 more minutes…

Until the new year. Yet…I’m spending it alone? Its not that bad I guess. Hella loner status but its whatevs. I was at my dads house about an hour ago then I started feeling sad. I always do on new years eve. I’m always heartbroken at the fact that I never get to spend New Years with my mom but she’s out right now. Oh well…

Vent.

Honestly, im sick and tired of everyone telling me what to do with my life. At the moment I don’t work because I promised my grandma(dad’s side) that I will focus on school and I won’t worry about money. But since I live with my mom she’s forcing me to work. I don’t mind. I’ve been looking for one lately. As I was leaving the house earlier today I was called into the living room. My mom and grandma told me that tomorrow I will be taken to Wells Fargo(grandpa works there) and talk to the manager about getting me a job. I told them I will look on my own for a job that I want. Apparently, I am not good enough for anything and I won’t be able to find a job that suits me. I was told that I’m ungrateful and stubborn for making my own decision. With that being said, I printed a bunch of applications to all these places. I’m thinking about going on break for about a year. Just focus on a job if that’s what everyone wants from me.

Besides having a job and going on a break from school, I’ve been thinking about joining the navy. I’ve been looking into it for awhile. At this point, I’m fed up with my family complaining about my decisions and I want to be away from home. It seems like they don’t even want me at school at the moment. Money is always an issue. If anything, being in the military will get me away from everyone plus I will get the opportunity to travel. This is what I’m highly considering. Of course, I will have to start training my body now if I want to be prepared before I leave. As of right now, I’m really leaning towards enlisting…

This Christmas was the worst that I’ve had. Don’t get me wrong. I love everything that I got this year even though I didn’t ask for anything. But I guess being around everyone made the day just bleh. I had my dad yelling at me in the morning and then when I tried to tell my mom what I got from my dad’s side, she started to yell at me in the restaurant. Its whatever though. Hella not feeling the holiday spirit. New Years is around the corner and I’m hoping that next year will be much better than this one. 

Worst Christmas ever.

I’m not even joking. I’m thankful for everything that I got but geeze, what the fuck is up with everyones attitude? whatever. Fuck you too then.

Here Jenn. I do the circle, I do the stupid circle lmao

Just burned.

With my nigga Jenn. I don’t feel shit. Booooo. Currently waiting for the Concords. 2 more hours to go!

NAVY.

Hella thinking about joining…

LOOOOOOL

Not once.

Have I seen the Notebook. Everyone always talks about it. I think I’ll watch it tonight. Actually, I think I’ll watch a bunch of romance movies -______-